Let me love you

Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way that you feelHad no example of a love that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had  baby, if you let me, I can help you out with all of that

Now let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Now let me love you
And all your trouble
Don't be afraid,  let me help
 let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
 let me love youV
A heart of numbness gets brought to life
I'll take you thereNow let me love you
Now let me love you, baby, oh
Now let me love youNow let me love you, baby
Now let me love you
Let me love you, let me love you, oh

I can see the pain behind your eyes
It's been there for quite a while
I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile
I would like to show you what true love can really do

 let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Now let me love you
And all your trouble
Don't be afraid,  let me help
Now let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Now let me love you
A heart of numbness, gets brought to life
I'll take you there

Now let me love you, baby
Now let me love you
Let me love you, let me love you, baby
Now let me love you
Now let me love you, baby
Now let me love you
Let me love you,  let me love you, baby
For every heart that breathe

Too close to love you.

You know I'm not one to break promises,
I don't want to hurt you but I need to breathe.
At the end of it all, you're still my best friend,
But there's something inside that I need to release.
Which way is right, which way is wrong,
How do I say that I need to move on?
You know we're heading separate ways.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

You've given me more than I can return,
Yet there's oh so much that you deserve.
There's nothing to say, nothing to do.
I've nothing to give,
I must live without you.
You know we're heading separate ways.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

So I'll be on my way.

And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
There's nothing that I can really say.
I can't lie no more, I can't hide no more,
Got to be true to myself.
And it feels like I am just too close to love you,
So I'll be on my way.

Cinta

Menapak jalan yg menjauh
Tentukan arah yg ku mau
Tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
Yg membuat hati lara
Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita
cinta, tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata, tak ingin terulang lagi
kehilangan cinta, hati bagai raga tak bernyawa
aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yg mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar, kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia
Di dekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
Dan bahagia di akhir cerita

cinta biar saja ada
yg terjadi biar saja terjadi
bagaimana pun hidup hanya cerita
cerita tentang yg meninggalkan
dan yg ditinggalkan
cinta..

November.

'Hello November.please be nice to me'. People always say this when new month starts. Well mayb November always a lil bit special to me because this month is my birthday. This year, im goin to be 23 on 15nov.well yeah.i guess, old.
I dont know why, but this year i think my birthday is not going to be happy or fun.mayb.. Nothing special.. No miracle..haishhh!! YaAllah, i will keep praying and hoping for a miracle to come in my life.miracle, please.. Haha.
So yeah..counting days...blah..not even excited :P

:)

I know, I know it's been a while
I wonder where you are, and if you think of me
Sometimes, 'cause you're always on my mind
You know I had it rough, trying to forget you but
The more that I look around, the more I realize
You're all i'm looking for

What makes you so beautiful, is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not trying to be perfect
Nobody's perfect, but you are, to me
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow, I could say them now
Oh, oh, I could say them now, yeah

Just friends, the beginning or the end?How do we make sense
When we're on our own
It's like you're the other half of me
I feel incomplete, I should've known
Nothing in the world compares to the feelings that we share
So not fair

What makes you so beautiful, is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not trying to be perfect
Nobody's perfect, but you are, to me
You try to take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow, I could say them now

Oh, it's not you, blame it all on me
I was running from myself
Cause I couldn't tell how deep that we
We were gonna be
I was scared it's destiny, but it hurts like hell
Hope it's not too late, just a twist of faith

What makes you so beautiful, is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not trying to be perfect
Nobody's perfect, but you are, to me
It's how you take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow, I could say them now
Oh, oh, I could say them now, mmm

Carly Rae Jepsen Beautiful lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/carly-rae-jepsen-bea

Each of us has something within us which won't be denied, even if it makes us scream aloud to die. We are what we are, that's all. Like the old Celtic legend of the bird with the thorn in its breast, singing its heart out and dying. Because it has to, its self-knowledge can't affect or change the outcome, can it? Everyone singing his own little song, convinced it's the most wonderful song the world has ever heard. Don't you see? We create our own thorns, and never stop to count the cost. All we can do is suffer the pain, and tell ourselves it was well worth it.

And gradually that memory slipped a little, as memories do, even those with so much love attached to them; as if there is an unconscious healing process within the mind which mends up in spite of our desperate determination never to forget.

I've asked about you and they've told me things
but my mind didn't change.I still the feel the same.
what's a life with no fun, please don't be so ashamed,
I've had mine, you've had yours we both know, we know.
They don't get you like I will,my only wish is I die real.
cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal.
and you can't sleep thinking that he lies still
so you cry still, tears all in the pillow case,
big girls all get a little taste
pushing me away so I give him space
dealing with a heart that I didn't break.
I'll be there for you, I will care for you
I keep thinking you, just don't know
try to run from that, say you're done with that
on your face boy,, it just don't show.
When you're ready, just say you're ready
when all the baggage just ain't as heavyl
and the parties over, just don't forget me
we'll change the pace and we'll just go slow.
You won't ever have to worry,
you won't ever have to hide,
you've seen all my mistakes,
so look me in my eyes.can't deny that I want you, but I'll lie if have to.
cause you don't say you love me
to your friends when they ask you.
One time, been in love one time,
all so convinced that you're following your heart
cause your mind don't control what it does sometimes.
We all have our nights though, don't be so ashamed
I've had mine, you've had yours, we both know, we know.
You hate being alone
you ain't the only one
you hate the fact that you bought the dream
and they sold you one
you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you something,
to save you.

Ive loved and ive lost.