Thought

I wanted your love, but look what it has done to me...

All my dreams have come to nothing, who would have believed? All the laughter that we shared would be a memory. I cannot count the tears you have cost me, if i could have seen. And do you ever think of me, and how we used to be? I know you are somewhere else right now, and loving someone else no doubt, well Im one for sorrow, aint it too bad?

Are you breaking someone else's heart? Cause you're taking my love where you are, well im one for sorrow, aint it too bad for us? I wanted your love, but I got uncertainty, I tried so hard to understand you, all the good it did me, now the places that we knew, remind me of how we were, everything is just the same but all i feel is hurt, and do you ever think of me, and how we used to be?


Xoxo
Nad

Show it.

Boys, if you love your girlfriends- 

Tell her you think shes cool. Tell her why you think shes so cool. Smell her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; shell scream and fight you but secretly, shell love it. Hold her hand and skip. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from gardens and give them to her. Give her flowers.Tell her she looks pretty. Let her pay for stuff if she wants to. Introduce her to your friends as The special girl I know. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, and playgrounds, and train stations. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes. Write poems about her. Just walk around with her. Always tell her you love her. Take her to shows of bands shes never heard of. Hold her hand in the mosh pit. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Call her back if she calls you. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Go see her band play even if they really suck, and tell her they were great. Push her on swings. Stay up with her all night when shes sick. Make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Write on her. Make her mixtapes. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour trip. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to all the bands she mentions. Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck. When shes sad, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the photos of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Kiss her in the rain.When you fall in love with her, tell her. <3

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All, or nothing.

I know when she's been on your mind,
That distant look, there is in your eyes.
I thought with time you had realized
Its over.

Its not the way i choose to live
And something somewhere got to give
As our sharing relationship gets older..

You know i fight for you, but how can i fight for someone who isnt even there?
I've had the rest of you, and now i want the best of you,
I dont care if that's not fair.

Cause i want it ALL, or NOTHING AT ALL
There is nowhere left to fall when u reach the bottom its now or never
Is it all?
Or are we just friends?
You leave me here with nothing at all.

There are times it seems to me
Im sharing you in my memories
I feel it in my heart but i dont show it
Then, there is times you look at me
As though im all that you can see
Those times i dont believe its right, i know it.

Dont make me promises,
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
Ive had the rest of you and now i want the best of you,
Its time to show and tell.

Cause you and i
Could lose it all if you have got no room inside for me in your life.

Friday

Today is friday. Yes, aku pegi holiday today. Im going to europe for vacation. Sedihnya hati ni.., xtau nape lately aku slalu rasa sedih, cpt emosional, asyik sedih je. Mayb PMS kot? Ntahla. Nobody seems to understand. I should be happy by now, but knape sedih lg ni?? YaAllah kosongkanla fikiran aku ni..i want to clear my mind.. Need to go somewhere far away from here to ease my mind and my pain. Aku xtau ape yg akan terjadi, apa yg bakal terjadi. Tp mudah2an sumenye selamat pergi and balik. Mungkinkah 'miracle' ku akan terjadi? Ntahla, sumenye aku berserah pada Allah.. Hanya Kau yg Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Mendengar.
Doakan perjalananku ini.


Xoxo
Nad

Tuesday

Four letter words..
Sometimes i dont have the guts to say it.
I'll smile till it hurts..
Let's not make this complicated.

We got a story..
Can i just change the ending?
You are perfect for me
More than just a friend, so we can stop pretending to everyone now?
I gotta let you know somehow

I'll be your shelter,
I'll make you shiver,
Then i'll keep you warm
Whatever weather, im yours.
Be your forever, be your everything.

We used to say,
That we would always stay together
But who's to say, that we could never last forever?
I got a question
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
Cause i dont wanna share,
I want you all for myself right now
I just wanna scream it out

No matter what you do
I'll be there for you
And everytime you close your eyes
I will be by your side.

Xoxo
Nad

Sunday

Lately ni, ntah knapa aku jadi suka plak dengar lagu ratuku from awie. Rasa nak tergelak pn ada sbb aku jarang dgr lagu2 melayu especially lagu lama2 ni.. Tp ntahla.tersangkut dgn lagu ratuku ni. Bila dengar je lagu ni, aku jadi emosional. Aku pn xtau knapa. Mungkin sebab terbawak2 dgn crita dlm novel mlayu yg aku baca skrg.aku jarang baca novel mlayu, tp since dah xde bahan bacaan aku layankan jugak la novel melayu yg mama beli. Ade something dlm lagu ni yang bila aku dgr je, aku akan jadi emosional and terbawak2. And to be honest lagu ni mmg best, how come aku xpnah tau betapa bestnya lagu ni dr dulu? Haha. So ni la lirik lagu ratuku by awie:

Bisikan yg pertama, membawa erti untuk selamanya
Kubagaikan tak percaya apa yg telah ku rasa
Engkau bagaikan permataku, kau pun jua ratuku..

Engkaulah segalanya..engkaulah hanya utk diriku
Aku hanya untukmu, itulah janji ku padamu
Kita bagaikan ombak dan pantai
Takkan terpisah lagi
Walaupun pasangnya, walaupun surutnya laut

Ratapan naluri memanggilkan namamu
Kerana pertemuan itu
Akanku abadikan segala memori
Kulewati waktu itu di dalam pelukanmu
Gugurnya pemisah diantara kita
Terbinalah satu mercu tanda cinta yang setia
Meredahi masa meniti usia
Hingga keakhirnya kuabadi cinta
Di hati ini

So..enjoy.. :)

Xoxo
Nad

All these little things

Your hand fits in mineLike it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be. 

Im joining up the dot on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved
The crinkles by your eyes
When you smile
You've never lovedYour stomach or your thighs,
But I'll love them endlessly

I wont let these little things slip out of my mouth

But if i do
It's you they add up to
And im in love with you
And all these little things


A reason that you talk in your sleep
And all those conversations are the secrets that I keepThough it makes no sense to me

You'll never love yourself half as much as i love you

You'll never treat yourself right, darling, but I want you to.
If I let you know I'm here for you
Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you.